i dont think i'll be blogging about many things for the next few weeks. i've not been in the mood. oh wells. new zealand, i hope everything changes after i get back here. i've been too disappointed in myself already. thank you; mr brightside, girlfriend, irah, juliet, sunflower, for everything. i could have just broken down and cry everyday after i get home from anywhere, before i go to sleep. but no, i managed not to.
but the story about your friend just really made me believe that i could be stronger to face the challenges in life. cause i know that life for her is tougher. and i feel so weak that i cant even face the things i have now. tsk me.
sorry, for all the moodswings caused.
well, you know who im talking to :/


ANYWAY!,
The Benchwarmers yesterday just really cracked me up. i loved it when that guy kept touching his TOOT on the streets after his friend threw a stone to call out the guy who was working, when the stone ended up hitting his TOOT. haha!
and yes, i love the gay too!
"OH YOU LITTLE DEVIL!" and he runs into the house, chasing after that guy who's only in his underwear, standing in the opened door. HAHAHAHA!! gay gay gay gay!
OH! and yes. that part when the big muscular guy went "I WANT A SMALL MAN TOO!" and he hugged him. haha! damn hilarious.
and i love the part when that guy said something to the salad girl on the tv. HAHA!
"I LIKE... I LIKE SALADS", and he walked away. HAHA! his face was emotionless!! :D
and the part when that fat boy suddenly emerged from no where, when no one saw him, only till they heard someone farting. hahaha! damn funny. and he ran away. HAHA!
and and, the part when that black guy who was trying to get angry, then the gay guy said something, wanting him to slap his face, when he breathed in, and said "ANYWAY!," loudly. hahahaha!! it was damn funny la(:
oh wells. i didnt know you had something in the morning. :/
but, thank you(: thank you very much(:

okay, im suddenly in the mood to blog. HAHA!


oh wells. i'll just get this song stuck in your head for now.
"For You I Will". yeah. this song is true love(:

so long, humans.
till i see you again next saturday(:




For You I Will-Teddy Geiger
Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would

That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will